Do Not Go Gentle Into That Good Night - Dylan Thomas

Altho am extremely tired after a long journey, yet I'm unable to sleep.
So, here we go...

Today is not as hectic as few days earlier.
As all are aware that tommorrow is Hari Pekerja...
Thus, I believe that everyone has their own plan.
My officemates are not excluded as well, a few stayed in JB,some left for their hometown. Mazia went off to her grandmother's arm back in Segamat. Before leaving, as usual she would hug me and promised to meet up next Monday.

Her grandparents' house is her sanctuary.As for me, it is none other than my lil blue room. It is the place to be. It is where I would just curl on my bed and hide myself from all the problems. As if a fortress where I could just spend hours day dreaming(that explains all the pimples on my forehead)
Here,I find a piece of mind...its serene ambiance soothes my emotion.
I truly agree with the phrase 'no place like home'

We pushed off around 8pm...kinda late. Expected to reach around 11 plus pm.
While I was driving, mom was half asleep...yet refuse to let me drive alone because I am in her black list driver...and to gain that trust? Forget it...
While seated at the backseat, Amy whom refused to listen to my songs dozed off with her mp3. My songs are not her cup of tea...Mazia would appreciate somehow. Amy is more to R&B and Hip Hop. I can't stand listening to her hip hop collection. Sorry dear.

While listening to my songs' collection, one track by PM Dawn triggered me.
Yes, the melancholy tune...
Yes, the cunning lyrics (which I never pay attention to before)
Oh what the heck...I'll just paste it here.

Die Without You
by PM Dawn

Is it my turn to wish you were lying here?
I tend to dream you when I'm not sleeping.

Is it my turn to fictionalize my world.
Or even imagine your emotions. Tell myself anything...

Is it my turn to hold you by your hands?
Tell you I love you and you not hear me...

Is it my turn to totally understand?
To watch you walk out of my life and not do a damn thing?

(Chorus)
If I have to give away...
The feeling that I feel.
If I have to sacrifice...
Oh, whatever babe, whatever baby.
If I have to take apart...
All that I am...
Is there anything that I would not do,
since I'd die without you...

Oh, I apologize for all the things I've done.
But now I'm underwater and I'm drowning...

Is it my turn to be the one to cry?
Isn't it amazing how some things completely turn around...

So take every little piece of my heart...
Yeah, take every little piece of my soul...
Yeah, take every little piece of my mind...
'Cause if you're gone... inside...
I'd die without you...

Interesting that the table has turned right?
And I wonder...

I Need My Good Ol' Sleep

Its more than a month now that I've been a Johor resident.
Yet, only today myself and others able to pay courtesy calls to the High Court judges. But better late than never...right?

Anyway, moving to a different story.
Yesterday morning I had a hunch (hunch ke?)
The uneasy feeling is more like it...as if something bad gonna happen.
I was driving at that particular time and was telling Amy bout it.
In fact, I felt uneasy that I almost had trouble breathing.
It is peculiar that it lasted the whole day.
Its very unusual for me to feel that.
How do I explain this...its like unstable emotions collides(Sigh,big word Elin)
End up, I've screwed up big time (Hmmm)

So to cut thing short, I had a sleepless night.
The best part is,I didn't experience it alone...
Amy pun takleh tido rupanya.
And even Mazia can't sleep either and end up talking to Int til god knows what time.

I hate being unable to sleep...
You cry your eyes out...yet you still can't sleep.
The result...Feeling weary, bad mood and the almighty Zits!(Nodding fast while reading Kak Alin's comment on my FB)
Beauty sleep is almost impossible nowdays.

Right now am feeling sleepy but I'm not sure whether I would be able to have a good sleep tonight.
My emotions is still SO unstable.
I hope this is temporary...it shall pass...Insyallah...

Wishful thinking.

Home Sweet Home

After 3 weeks I finally return to USJ...
I must confessed back in JB, it was nothing but a whirlwind.
This morning I woke up and hope the whole event is nothing but a dream.
Guess what, reality bites!

Somehow, I'm glad I got to come back home...
Although its for a shortwhile,my heart is resurrect.
Meaning...I can go back to JB and start all over.
Hmmm

This Monday am off to ILKAP for a course.
I'm so happy the fact that Puan Izzaini and Azlina will be attending it too.
Not to mention I'll be seeing my former boss and other seniors from my old unit.
Yalah...am attending Money Laundering Course. So, as expected.

I've just got back from MidValley to change some Ringgit into Pound Sterling.
One word to describe the difference...'Gila'

Right, gotta go. I'm starving and dad is cooking mee kuah.Yummy!

Later...

Our Last Day At The Old Bungalow

Right Now,
I am in the room with Amy busy perusing her ip,
Mazia digging into the trolley checking out her ip,
Two man wrapping the leather sofa to send it off to Nusajaya.

Later,
I have to switch off the computer,
The two man are going to pack it into boxes and shift it to Nusajaya.

Now we are here...actually somewhere within this area...that majestic building is Bangunan Sultan Ibrahim. Its a strategic place as it is in the heart of the city, wherelse Nusajaya is a district of its own and the journey from JB town is bout 45 minutes.

No More :
McD breakfast
Court Mammoth's Nasik Lemak
ZZ breakfast meal
City Square
Roti Mamak yang sedap nak mati i.e Sallehuddin

Aiyoooooo.....

Later peeps

Ironic?Maybe

I was just browsing thru my old posts and came across this entitled The City of JB dated Saturday, June 28, 2008.

It strikes me...
I never post other cities/places I've visited during my travelling period.
Somehow,now I am based in JB City itself (which everyone is fully aware of)

Wonder if things like this ever happen?
Its not deja vu, somehow its as if a hint.

So people, we must be alert of the event occurs before us.
There's somehow a message hidden behind it.

Cheers!

Tagged
I've been Tagged by Jas...lama dah.Sorry,now only I have the time to complete it.

Rules - The rules are simple. Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of the results, and post it as your answer. After that tag 6 people.

I am

An Active Person...(perasan athelete is more like it)


I really want to go to

Russia! (For real, my dream destination)


My favourite place is

Yes, where you can find apek on trishaw chilling next to Line Clear...
Penang


My favourite thing

My Walkman phone...I love music and I love connecting with my friends


My favourite drinks

Pure Choc by Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf (which I would sprinkle choc powder on the cream)


and

Freshly Squeezed Orange Juice


and

Current fave is Barley Kacang at Larkin Bomba!No image but I promise I SHALL upload it SOON!


My favourite food is

Laksa (My mom's laksa is the BEST)


and

Tom Yam Noodle


My favourite colours are

Blue



and

Pink (Sue me!Huh!)


and Purple


I attended the followings

Taman Senangan Primary School (1989 - 1994)


Telok Air Tawar Secondary School (1994 - 1999)


Dato' Onn Secondary School (For 2 months only)


And Mara University of Technology (2000 - 2005)

A beautiful picture I found from Google.


My hobbies are

Travelling


and


Disclaimer : Am against hunting and poaching (Relevant?Maybe)

My wish is for

No,its not to be on a cover of a magazine.



Right...am tagging all in my link!

Yes, I Am Back...

Yes,
Today am blogging...again...after god knows when.

Yes,
Am at Johor Bahru (a bit curious tho that it is spelled Bahru..while Kelantan Kota Bharu..BHaAaaRue)

Yes,
Am here with my lovely girls...
Mazia, what would life be without her?
Amy, my source of happiness and entertainment...well,Mazia is also the later.
Needless to say, they are both very entertaining! *grin*

No,
We do miss out comfort zone and our colleague back in Putrajaya.
Yet, we are blessed to have such a nice charming boss together with other new officemates.

No,
Our workloads are bundles
Yet we are happy to learn more each day.

So...all of you out there...
Count your blessings...
The silver lining will shine. Just give it a try.

Be good now people.